Hi, hello, good evening.
I’m writing this journal to sum up some things I’ve been up to for past months. It’s a good time for that, since I haven’t written anything since alongtimeago tm, and I feel I’m starting a kind of more tough period in my life. A final year of high school, the one that will decide whether I’ll attend the university from my dreams or not.
Recently, I didn’t complain about much calm in my life apart study. Really, I’m far from that. I’m unsure how putting more pressure to the educatiuonal side will affect me, it’s already not so easy.
So, well! I’ll be expecting anything. And in the meantime I’m checking if I’ve done anything worthwile past last two years.
Most of what I draw I don’t post on deviantart anymore. My shelf is full of sketches, doddles, some more or less crappy drawings. Doddling in digital happens as well, sometimes. I don’t draw soooo many dragons as I did anymore, I’m more focused on people. However a draggie or two are not something I would be against of...
I continue the comics, at a low pace, but still. I’m planning to stop at 25 pages and if I’ll ever continue, that will probably be in a form of illustrations or somehow simplified. I changed, developed the plot, and now I’m mostly satisfied with the storyboard. This goes for the characters as well. Therefore, I’d like to do something with it in the future, but I don’t really know how. At least, yet.
Not to mess around my deviantart account, that I was quite proud of, with low quality I stared posting on tumblr. And I kind of stayed. It’s comfortable in there. You can post anything in any form you like. You can see anything in any form you like. And you can scroll through dashboard hours after midnight when you have problems with falling asleep and it never ends. So yeah. I stayed.
And same with the instagram.
Last year I started going on cons and cosplaying and I fully loved it. If I could, I’d spend the rest of my life visiting cons all over the world. All the fandom people, lack of sleep, discussions, panels, making photos, eating crappy food, meeting amazing people... It’s a bit of imaginary world brought to reality. I only regret I couldn’t go on more of them.
I made two full cosplays and a third one that didn’t work out right, (the horns broke). Becoming a beloved character from a story you’re fan of is probably one of my favourite experiences. Preparing for it is often tiring and involves a lot of efford, yet it pays of. Certainly rewarding. :’]
This summer I was a volunteer at Tatrzański Park Narodowy, which is a National Park of Tatras, the hightest mountains in Poland. I met some nice people, I cleaned up some hiking paths. I feel I did a good job right there. I loved it. And I don’t really have a good reason to write about it in there, but I’m already missing it.
As for what I mostly wanted to write down, that’s probably it. Or else, I don’ t remember what I wanted to write. I’ve just started driving license, it’s stressing me out quite a lot and I’m tired. My memory’s not in a perfect condition.
Tommorow’s the year opening academy. I’m anxious. But I also have some strenght, some fire, and few good people.
So... I think I’m ready to go.